| I wish my blog was like Cha-Cha and would respond to all the questions I have. I'm sick of swearing, like I honest to God, hands down, don't even know why I swear.. it's not cool. It just makes me look freakin' lame. It's like I have no idea how to express what I'm saying so I choose stupid words. I'm also really sick of my household. It's okay to look forward to something, okay? It is, because without it, my life would be complete chaos. If I weren't holding onto the fact that in the future my life's going to be better, more evolved or whatever the heck I'm trying to say, my life would be upside down. If I were focusing on right now, I would freak out. I don't focus on it. Because let's be honest, good things aren't usually good things in the moment, because you don't think about them being good in the moment. You look back on them, and thinking fondly of those memories makes it a good moment. I don't know what I'm trying to get at, but it makes sense in my messed up brainule module. Ha. I hate that feeling you get when you really feel like crying, but you supressed it to the back of your throat. Then you get a freakin' headache and it's just not fun. I hate it, blaaagh. Dear Bloggert Von Bloggenschtein, I am usually a happy person in person, I promise. Yep. Signed, Your Mom. |
